Peggy €Œannie†Moore
She was the best sister she was my baby sister I miss her so much.. I have so many memories from when we were little so many memories of trying to get to each other and be with each other forever.... We finally got to get back together when she turned 18 and got to get out of girls town which she should have been there neither one of us should have had to live life that we did when we were younger... There are some good memories once we get back together 99 and she got a place in Fulton above Mom's restaurant on Court Street in Fulton Missouri I had us a place already set up and Pennsylvania cuz I told her I was going to make sure that she had a home forever instead I came to her and that's where our story began the way that it should go it was positive normal and loved each other so much we still do.. we stuck together pretty well no matter what it didn't matter how long we hadn't seen each other it was just like yesterday when we did.. and people can say that we came through an unimaginable past from when we were little but we couldn't have done it without each other so I don't know how I'm going to do the rest of my life without her thank God that we both had children in grandchildren and I hope that we can all stick together.. she was my maid of honor and I was her made of Honor and neither one of us could imagine having somebody else be or maid of honor even though we did have 14 brothers and sisters all together but me and her were full blood sisters just me and her and our mother ..'Patsy Jean Smith is our mother's maiden name but on the gravestone it has Patsy Jean Scott ..she had three other children ..another daughter and two sons and then our father had nine other children besides us and he had two boys our Father did and the rest of us were girls so our dad Roy O'bannon Thompson actually had 11 children all together and my mother had five altogether and two of her five Are me and my sister candi.. and two of our dad's 11 children .. so on our dad's side we had two brothers and seven sisters.. so much more to all of this and I won't rest till I can find out everything for us... Candy always told me I was the only family she needed and wanted I was her family that made me feel so good she's all I needed to I just want to find out everything for us. For many reasons for health reasons for reasons me and my sister had to take things to the grave and no one knows.. I told her I couldn't do all this without her and she said why not until I guess that means I needed to keep moving forward to do it.. and I want to find out for everybody so we know medical history so we know the history of our father he was a military man and I'm very proud of him of that and our mother was a wonderful beautiful woman and she basically died for us to protect us family never had to live that life again but we both still lived it in our hearts and our head it's something you never forget and maybe I shouldn't have put all this out here but I think that it's important for everybody to know that we had a wonderful mother and father and our stepfather is happening to pay for his past no matter what I will never forget it I don't even know that I could forgive him or if I have I don't know and I don't think that my sister had either we talked every now and then not around anybody else at all and that's what made us who we were Andy was a little more quiet and shy I always take care of her until she met Brian no matter what we were there for each other we took care of each other and then when I knew she was with Brian on your she was going to have a good life and be okay I didn't have to worry about her anymore but like I did I didn't feel like I had to protect her from the world anymore because she had Brian right by her side to do that and he did he did everything for her and loves her so much I know he loves her as much as I do I was just time for her to go home and I truly believe that sometimes things do happen for a reason that things could have got worse or things could have got better with her health and she just lives on through all of her children her six children and 11 grandchildren and I think there's more than that and then my two children my sister my daughter acts just like her my sister I always call my daughter candy I don't know why and I have for a long time for years cuz they remind me so much of each other.. and we used to always call Brandon our first baby and that was the beginning of a love that we didn't know that could even be that's when we knew that there was a love as strong as ours was and even stronger that's that was the day that we knew we had a purpose.. and so much more all of the children my children I remember when I got pregnant with Jamie my first daughter my first child she drove me around and she went and told everybody she's pregnant she's pregnant Peggy's pregnant my sister's pregnant it was so wonderful to have a sister love me that much and was that excited just like I was with her and there's lots more stories to tell the about all of the children and the grandchildren end of our other brothers and sisters and so I'm just so much and everything I did to make sure that she was going to have a place to stay closing emancipated me when I was 16 and I went to cosmetology school and moved to Florida then to Georgia and Pennsylvania just to get us a home for the two of us and we did but I came back to Missouri and then that was the beginning of our destiny to know what happiness was and there were no one real love was besides the love we had with each other because we sure didn't know that it existed at all with anyone except for our mother for sure and we did love our father a real fath we just don't know a lot about what happened besides he was in the military and he fought for our country through two or three wars.. and my sister was a very good mother and the perfect wife for Brian and the best aunt for my children in the best sister and the best great aunt and the best grandmother .. I love you so much Candi and I promise you that I will get better and I will be able to walk better again and not being so much pain and I will be able to be there for all of our children in our grandchildren and I am going to try to write a book for us I think it should be shared everywhere our story 8 some of it anyway I will share all of mine ⁸ I'm going to try to share as much good as bad to where it proves and shows how strong we were and how we survived the evilness of the world and we did it together please watch over all of us.. I love you so much watch over your husband and he's having a really hard time too extremely hard time I'm sure you already know that but I know that you want him to understand and know that he's going to see you again it's only death to us apart for a moment it shouldn't even say until that the Jewish party should say until we see each other again after our death or something like that and I can promise you that I will always uphold your name and I'm going to make you proud you think that you've ever been disappointed in me because we loved each other so much that the good comes with the bad thank you for everything that you did for me thank you for loving me what you did and I know you still do thank you for loving all of our family and always doing dinners keeping our little family together to a losing you and Randy is killing me inside it hurts I guess it's what I should say really bad and I'm trying to let go of both of you so that you guys can move on we all have to let go so that you guys can move on and do what you're supposed to be doing.... Goodbye sister and I know it's only temporary I'm letting go of you and Randy now at this moment I have to it's too much and I know it's too much for you guys for almost to be holding on and having such a hard time but that's how much we love you all of us are suffering please tell Randy I love him and I hope you guys are taking care of each other and go do what God wants you guys to do and know that we will get through this and hopefully the family will start getting back together I hope I hope you guys can help make that happen but I know that we all have to put our effort in until we see each other again I feel your presence so I know that you're around and I know that Randy is too I can't see you guys but I know that you're there but I think that you guys have to move on go to your destiny there and I don't know that we're going to know each other or that we're going to remember I do know that as much as we love each other all of our family that we will be together again somehow as a family or something whatever God decides and know that I'm so glad that and I'm so happy for you and Randy to be able to be with our father above and because I know there's a God there's no way that any man or scientific can make love make us feel love the way that we do that's something that that's not scientifically made which means I know you guys are okay and you guys are going to be good I'm just worried about us here without you all....you guys were both the the glue that stuck us together and kept us together.. that was the first time I've been able to say that I'm I want to celebrate your life you always lives that you had with us and celebrate that you got to go you guys got to go be with her father above and live in happiness forever nothing bad at all. With that being said I do wish we could talk for a minute face to face I wish I would let you come here to me where I can see you and Randy and tell you guys thank you for everything you did for me and more for me and for our family so I'm telling you all now thank you guys both for sharing the best part of yous with me and without her family and your husband and Grace just everybody thank you guys you guys made me stronger even I'm tired of living in survival mode though I can let go in like God let God even though she'll have a lot of questions for him.. oh my goodness I hope we don't remember the things we did when we were j little when we get up there you want to say something candy about the memory of refrigerator that was in the backyard of those dumpy apartments we lived in in Chicago and it was laid down and we used it like a car always pretended it was and kind of fixed it up if I remember correctly j and we would roller skate all over the place there and I remember chasing you because you did something and you were running boy and we were in a roller skates I think and ran into the house and the apartment and the door went and closed on my pinky and her mom picked up a Emery board and tape on it then neither one of us got punished and we didn't punish each other we didn't argue we didn't do nothing but still just love each other lol and you said to me one day but Peggy I wrecked your car I told your car out wasn't your fault it said stupid Hill there all I was worried about was to make sure that you and Matthew broke it that's all that mattered to me and I wouldn't have it any other way and I know you wouldn't either I think our biggest fight we ever got into was over a bag of Doritos many years ago.. and I'll leave it at that can you believe we are get over a bag of Doritos and my goodness.. hey I've been talking to some of our old friends and they've been here for me they message me and I think I'm going to go up to Kirk's and his wife's house here after my surgery maybe Kirk kellner I know you remember him anyway I love you sis I love you Randy I know that no one will ever take you all's place you are all very happy that we had you all in our lives we wouldn't want to have anybody else in our lives so know that we all appreciated you guys and that you guys did your job here I know you get to do the best job of your life!! Goodbye until I see you all again maybe God can give us a few favors if you guys talk to him you guys know in my heart what that is I don't have to put it on here ⁸ love you until I see you guys again bye happy living in heaven 💘✨💫💤🙂↕️🙂↕️😌😌🙂↔️😏😇😇✨🙏🙏🙏🙏😘😘😙
