Ronny Thompson
I forgive even you Chris. Why because I know it was demonic spirits in you. Ive watched people speak to my children’s mother who abused all her kids and was a convicted molester yet curse you. I refuse to go to the same place as demons because I hate another. Jesus Christ said to love our enemies, he said hate is the same as murder, he said to forgive because he forgave me. I hope you got in your final moments what you never got in life. I’m sorry I hated you even at your final breath! I forgive you for what you did with my babies mom and pimping her out to Charlie, The reality is this of all the people on this earth nobody ever calls me just to talk but you did! As much as I disliked so many things about you I liked knowing someone wanted to talk to me.
I hope my mother finds healing before that hatred leads you to the very place those people likely are, could be. There’s no second chances once that heart stops. How can you hate Chris who you haven’t seen in 40 years yet talk to the convicted molestor Beverly your grand children’s parents. I know what it is she’s a women and he’s a man. Her deeds to both her kids and me far surpassed anything Chris ever did. Imagine this I respected you when you said you better never let Chris know where I live but you never did at all ever respected my demands on the abuser of my children, the abuser to other children because she had convictions from 06 that nobody knew about until I got custody. So imagine me accusing her of a crime I didn’t know she had come to find out how convenient she had a conviction I never mentioned! Don’t you think if I knew of her 2006 molesting conviction when nobody believed what I said don’t you think I would’ve said she is a convicted molester. Think about that I remain silent then till what 2016 not being believed for years that I had a trump card her conviction that would made my story unshakeable. Obviously I never knew till I found it during my custody fight in 2017. Meaning for a decade you’ve talked to the very person who destroyed your grand children’s and has one in long term treatment now because he remembers the traumas you didn’t want to believe. Jesus said to stop looking at the speck in your brothers eye if your going to ignore the plank in your own eye. You need to let your hated go and find peace in Jesus Christ
An unforgiving heart forced my heart to spring a leak,
To forgive sure isn’t simple, it’s not made for the weak.
It must occur within my mind,
Not with them, or I stay confined.
Imagine drinking poison expecting the other to die—
That is the result of what unforgiveness does buy.
It doesn’t harm their body but your own,
They are unaffected but bitterness found its home.
It matters little if it’s what they deserve,
Doesn’t matter if daily they hit a nerve.
It’s not done for them but it’s done for self;
Put that unforgiveness on the shelf.
Package it and send it back to the sender—
I know my God is my defender.
I know what Jesus Christ forgave,
I refuse to be the devil’s slave.
I rebuke unforgiveness in the name of Christ,
My soul will no longer pay the price.
Devil, I here and now break that bond;
I will walk like I’m in the world beyond.
Devil, I will no longer be your client—
My God said to stand defiant.
Jesus said to forgive because He forgave me;
I literally just felt my heart become free.
Now I know why Jesus is called the Prince of Peace—
My cup just experienced complete increase.
B.B. ldds
That hateful heart, it’s time to scrap;
Unforgiveness, no doubt, is Satan’s trap.
Epiphany: “Hate reveals the absence of Christ.”
I will strive to never again pay that price.
